Fall in love When i was Child

hey friends its my true story it was me who fall in love in fact in true love, year 2008 when i was in Chandigarh a little child who play who enjoy life in cute childhood i was a little shy kind of a person from my chidhood,we are two brothers and mom dady in out small family,i did my matrix from local school then i joined the DAV college soon after completed my 12th,i wanted to do B.COM professional and after that i was hoping to do CA ,first day of college was prity good i attended my class and came back

to home and i did my home work for the next day,i decided to do my stody seriously becuz i was much awear about college crowed and boys who don't want to do story and also don't let others to do their study,second day of college when i entered in college a boys stoped me and asked my name some other 9-10 boys were with him and they all were ragging me,they told me to dacne in front of all the students in the college,i refused to dance but they still telling me to do,then a sweet voice came ( don't do it leave him ) i just look back to me and a prity girl was coming from other side and she just put me aside and all boys was gone,she told me to don't worry it is just fun with new students.i was just looking at her beautiful face , her black hair,gray eyes,red lipst and best one it her Sweet Smile.she asked me my name and i replied my name is Harman she tole her name Simran i said thanx to her for helping her i told her that boys were telling me to dance and am a very bad dance ever am a fan of Micheal Jackson but am still a bad dance she laughed on my words,she asked me my class and about study and we were talking about ourselfs and in 20 mins we became good friends,she told me she is doing nursing caurse in the college and she is used too with these boys they do this thing with all the new student daily,after that i gone to my class.but i was thinking about her all the time.After that some 5-6 days i did not meet simran in college and ever i could not see her in whole college i thought she is not well and not coimg to college,one day i was in market for some shoping and drinking a cold drink and then i saw simran there with her younger brother i called her name and she looked back to me and she came to me said hi,i told her hi how are u how are u doing how you are here.she was also came to have some vagitables for home,i asked her why she is not coming to college from some days and she did not reply she was not saying anything and i feel something that something going sad in her eyes,next day i met simran in a pary and i asked simran why don't you tell me your problem am i not your friend,if you feel am your friends then tell me what happned to you,she said she don't have money for study and ever she can't pay college fees this month and her home conditions are not so well her father is a tailor mother is a house wife, and they can't aford my study its so much out of their hands,she told me she have to pay 20000 for next 3 months but her father have not enough mondy to give her, i told her if she want i can help her but she did not say anything but i saw a sadness in her eyes, then i came back to home and i could not sleep that night it was a strange feeling in my heart like i was sad too but why i was thinking that again and again why am feeling sad because she was sad, i felt am i in love or its just friendship next more 3-4 days i did not saw simran and i was not doing my study well, i wasn't able to do my sudy properly i ws thinking about her and her, Soon after i felt that am in love with Simran and it was a reason why i was upset too with her proplems, i told my father to give me 20000 rupees for helping simran my father did not ask me a work after knowing about this, that i dont to college head soon and i paid her all fees to them,after that i came back to home and i was happy because i helped my friend and for this she would do her study and its not for a girl or a boys love it was a student who can't pay her fees but have so much feel about her study it was for simran and for her study she loved study and i could not let this take away from her, i told the college head not tell this to simran that i had helped her for this and i came back to my home,i dont't know why i could not see her sadness and i just wanted to help her in any condition.my father told me that i did a nice job to help my friend and if you need more money to give her you can take from me any time you want, i did thanks to my father for his help and i thanks to god for giving me such a nice father and mother. my mother always teach me to help others.after few days i met siram she was attending her classes and she was prity happy that day i wished her a good day and i told her that if she wants any kind of help from my side she can call me any time i will be always there for helping her she replied thanx to me and i told her she don't have any need to say thanx to me just have a cup of coffee with me she said yes then we had a coffee at the college canteen.we spoke so much about our new books and new college like she asked my about my family and i told all about me and asked about her too.some days we did spent gr8 day with each other. i was falling in love with simran but i was awear that if she dont love me till then i will not let her know that i love her.but it was not so easy to tell her next day simran told me that she is going to change her college for next study and i was so unhappy that time but i did not show my sad feelings to her becuz she was happy and i was happy too but i just feel that now how will i tell her feelings,one day when simran were leaving from the college she told me by and i was looking at her but i could not say anything just because of i loved her but she don't dont know this she left that day and doing study in other college and she is doing so well we are in touch still and we are getting very close day by day but i just wanna tell her one day that i love you from my heart no other girl cam come in my heart again if you won't accept me , Plz frnd tell me how can i tell her my feelings plz tell me plz